Poem

You were my strength, my rock

Always there, every day

Whenever I felt in need you quenched my thirst, you did

…I still love you,
will always love you

Even though
You carefully
Quietly
Insidiously
Took your time

To destroy
Everything about me

And, you knew full well what you were doing

But continued to soak up everything about me into your being and existence

I let you in at first
Not knowing all, or what you would do to me, until any tried changes felt cursed

How after a short time
You made every call,
Dominated all of my actions
Filled my life with your selfish self
With all, and everything I do not want

But I still felt like you’re wife, a partner to love, or endure through strife

…I do still love you

and always will

….and I know you’ll be there for me, just like you always say, I’m here, just call

One of the hardest things to do is turn away in case of a fall

Stand on my own two…

But this is where I remain

As much as I love you

Your neverending efforts are now in vain

I choose to be free

I choose to stay well

I choose this new life

However and wherever you dwell

At the edge of my thoughts
searching for the key to my soul

…but I need you to know this

No matter how hard it is, even if I crawl,

I will pull myself up

Back into my drivers seat, wheel in full view

By me, not you.

I choose to be free

I choose to be well

I choose love and lightness

In my heart they now dwell

Forever, and Ever

…and, you’ll be a distant memory

Sooner or later

And while that time is passing

I am becoming Greater,
Stronger and Healthier

I AM everything I do

No longer waiting for someone like you

I know I can make it now

Love fills me full from a far greater source

…so, I have decided, I want a divorce

Title: The Opiate Rejection
by Anon.

Give your burdens to the LORD, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall.

Psalm 55:22 NLT

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